We had two HUGE storms roll through today, and it was fabulous. I love storms. I don't know what it is, but they fill me with glee. As soon as I heard the first one coming, I ran upstairs to put on a little makeup and throw on a dress, I knew I had always wanted to do a self shoot in the rain. I started shooting as it started to drizzle and then BAM, the storm hit. And when I say the storm hit, it hit. It nailed, hammered and demolished. Phew, it was kinda scary. So I ran back inside after only a few shots. After that storm I got the majority of my shots, while it was still drizzling, and while the sky was still somewhat dark. The next storm then rolled through, and I put my camera away and pranced through the puddles, staring up at the sky and wondering how this storms come to be (I don't mean scientifically).
List your bad habits/addictions, and what you have tried to rid yourself of them.
Nyquil: yes I had a Nyquil problem, but I swear it was only for two weeks! It was during school when I had insomnia problems. I haven't taken it for more then one night since, and I have insomnia problems now! The way I rid myself was I just kinda stopped...I guess I wasn't on it long enough to be truly addicted...
Coffee: Yes. I had a severe addiction. Like 6 cups a day addiction for four years. But I don't necessarily think coffee is a bad thing, I just think it's unhealthy to have too much of anything, plus with the way I stress over things I figured more caffeine was only a bad thing. So I slowed down majorly on the coffee, again, just by simply slowing down and stopping.
Criticizing other people: This one is in the process of being minimized as much as possible. Everyone judges, but I want to try to do it as little as possible. People could find a million things wrong with me, and I don't want to find a million things wrong with someone else. It's possible to love someone, flaws and all, and criticizing them on every little thing is not going to allow you to love someone. Even if you think criticism is a good thing, because it means you care, coming from me...I can't fully agree with that. Criticism when it truly is helpful is good, but criticizing someone's life entirely...that's wrong.
Criticizing myself: This might be my worst habit. I criticize myself anytime I can. In my own mind, I can do no right. I beat myself up about everything. I really do. I hate that I do, and I don't know why I do, other then I don't like myself too much. Again, this is a long process to slow this down, and what I'm doing is, well, flicking myself with a rubber band every time I have a bad thought. Hey, it works.
Facebook: To stop this, I simply deactivated my Facebook. Easy, peezy, lemon squeezy.
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